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Assalamualaikum.

Okey. First of all, alhamdulillah for my JPA interview. I've done my best tho it still had flaws. Nobody's perfect, ain't that true? :P I hope I manage to secure the scholarship. But I know it's rather hard to get that where only 2000 candidates will be offered the scholarships out of 8000. :(

And alhamdulillah again because I'm shortlisted for Educamp. I know, there's a lot of applicants with string of 1A's and strong co-cu are not called for this camp. I'm among the lucky ones I guess. Haha. Thanks to Him.


Here's the detail :

Tarikh	:	15 - 16 April 2009
Lokasi	:	Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS
		Tronoh, Bandar Seri Iskandar, Perak

Adalah juga dimaklumkan bahawa anda telah di senarai-pendek untuk mengikuti program berikut:

Program	:	Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS
Kursus	:	Teknologi Maklumat dan Komunikasi

Ngeeee. That isn't my first choice actually. This is my third choice. The former should be chemical engineering. But they offer me this course.

It's hard to decide. Whether to go or not.

People : You shouldn't have applied it in the first place if you don't want to study in that field.
Jah : I know. At that time, I'm confused in what course I'd like to further my study in. Yea, I didn't even expect my result to be like that. It's too good for me. Maybe it's true. Everything happens for a good reason. Let say, if you don't get straight As. Then, it's much easier for you to decide in what course you will study. [Dayah yg cakap] :P And for this, I just try it. A bit like lucky draw. But then, last few weeks, when I went thru the net searching the info for my interview, I would say that, health-related courses are fun.

People : It's just an interview. Just go and get the experience.
Jah : Hahahaha. Interview is something scary, you know. My life was in trouble when I was to go for JPA interview. :)) But then, if I go for the interview and should I pass it, I don't think I will further my study in ICT. And, I make double mistakes here. First, applying UTP but refusing to go to Educamp when I've got the chance. Second, I make others that really really want UTP places to study ICT don't get the places. My life will be at stake. Hehe :p

My point is, yes, JPA and PETRONAS takes from the same database of students. But there are people who has both sponsorship offers. My guess is that because the value of both sponsorships are about the same and that's why the person is being offered both.

Besides, how sure are u that u'll get the JPA scholarship? And one more thing, many people even failed to get this educamp and felt rather sad and dejected about it. So, why would you want to let go of this chance if so many people wanted it? If this is the case, you shouldn't have applied.

Then again, it's all up to u. If u still have a good feeling about JPA and don't want to go for the educamp, no one is forcing you. I just feel that it is such a waste that's all.. to have gone all out to secure this interview and now refusing to attend it.

This statement is something irritating. :p It makes me think again and again. But then, for this time around [Sunday morning], I don't think I'll attend the Educamp.

I really want to study in health-related course but for sure it's not medic. :p

I hope I've made a right decision in my life. Hehe.

I won't go to Tronoh. Period!