Assalamualaikum

Maybe this will be the last post. I don't know whether this is for real or not. But, I'll be going to KL tonite. I have to register in IIUM on this Saturday. I'm doing Biological Science. Wish me luck. It's hard living in hostel, I guess. :(

BYE !

Assalamualaikum.
Take care. All the best.

Live Your Life

Assalamualaikum.

Bye-bye to Ain, Aflah, Mazita, Aiman, .. (who else?)
They're gone to Matrics. Good luck in your study. Hope that you all can pursue in courses that you want after this.

On last Friday, the interview result of JPA has been released. And I was

REJECTED

Huhu -_-;

I felt very dejected. Who didn't actually? When something you want, something you've set your heart on, but then it turns you off. Yeah, frustrated is the other word. And, it becomes tougher to deal with my expectation saying that getting-straight-As-will-secure-you-this-scholarship. In this era, no more. A well-rounded student is needed maybe. And maybe I'm not the one. -_-

But then, nevermind. I'll have other path waiting for me. It's better insya Allah. May Allah bless me always.

Ya Allah redhai ketulusan hati
Ya Allah beri aku ketabahan
Ya Allah aku sanggup berkorban
Demi rahmat-Mu Ya Allah

Alhamdulillah, I have very supportive family and friends. Their words console my heart. But, He's done the best ever since.

And it may be that you dislike something while it is good for you; and it may be that you love something while it is bad for you. And Allah knows while you do not know. (2:216)

Asiah : It's ok. I don't get it either. Studying in IIUM is not bad at all.
Najihah : It's ok. You still can appeal. :)
Adilah : No prob la.
Ekha : It's not that bad actually. One day you will thank them for that. Percayalah.
Zati : Allah gives you what you need, not what you want. Maybe staying here will make you a better person, in every aspect, it's better to be that way.
Fatin : Takpo. *haha
Piya : As long as you're ok, it's ok.
Faiq : You're not rejected. The place doesn't suit you. He knows best.

And, I don't remember the rest. But, their words are something along the lines la. Hehe. Thanks. :)

Okay, get a grip. Life must go on.

Last but not least, congrats to my fellow friends who manage to get the scholarships. You work hard for that, you deserve that.

Adilah - Engineering (MARA)
Dayah - Engineering (MARA)
Najihah - Medic (JPA)
Faiq - Engineering (Petronas)
Alif - Dentistry (MARA)
Hafiz - Engineering (MARA)

Good luck. When you reach the stars, don't ever forget me, on the ground landing on the grass. I remember you everytime, do remember me too. To other friends too. You're the best.

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss

If

To those who don't secure anything, you aren't losers. It's just that what life has planned for you comes later in life and in sweeter deals, insya Allah. ;)

Wassalam.
=)

Tahniah

Assalamualaikum.

Yeeehaaaa !!!!!!

I'm back from KL. Fantastic. Hahaha.

Okey lah. Taknak cerita apa-apa pasal KL ke, bookfair ke. Itu episod lain la sebab sekarang ni agak sibuk dengan reunion budak-budak 5AB3. Waaa, serius tak sabar nak pergi mandi kolam.. errr bukan pergi pantai ke? Hahaha.

Hmm. Sejak minggu-minggu lepas, ramai dah lepasan SPM dapat tawaran nak further study ke peringkat yang lebih tinggi. Ada yang dapat matriks. Tahniah ye. Pastu, ada yang dapat panggilan interview untuk UPU. Tahniah ye. Lagi, interview maktab pulak dah. Tahniah lagi sekali. Hmmm, ada tu yang dapat interview SPA. Ahh, tahniah ye. Saya tak tau pun pasal ni. Kekeke :P Lagi? Ada tu dah dapat pun JPA scholarship dan untuk minggu terdekat ni, dah ada yang daftar masuk program persediaan. Tahniah tahniah.

Ada lagi yang saya tertinggal untuk ucapkan tahniah?

TAHNIAH

Hahahah.

Buat teman saya, dia dan dia. Selamat belajar. Usaha, usaha. Never give up. Susah senang, just believe that, you can make it to.... somewhere in this world. :)

Wassalam.
=)

Bye

Assalamualaikum.

I'll be going to KL tonite. ;)

Will be back on this Tuesday.

KL Bookfair, wait for me ey.
Hahaha.

:)

Assalamualaikum.

Okey. First of all, alhamdulillah for my JPA interview. I've done my best tho it still had flaws. Nobody's perfect, ain't that true? :P I hope I manage to secure the scholarship. But I know it's rather hard to get that where only 2000 candidates will be offered the scholarships out of 8000. :(

And alhamdulillah again because I'm shortlisted for Educamp. I know, there's a lot of applicants with string of 1A's and strong co-cu are not called for this camp. I'm among the lucky ones I guess. Haha. Thanks to Him.


Here's the detail :

Tarikh	:	15 - 16 April 2009
Lokasi	:	Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS
		Tronoh, Bandar Seri Iskandar, Perak

Adalah juga dimaklumkan bahawa anda telah di senarai-pendek untuk mengikuti program berikut:

Program	:	Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS
Kursus	:	Teknologi Maklumat dan Komunikasi

Ngeeee. That isn't my first choice actually. This is my third choice. The former should be chemical engineering. But they offer me this course.

It's hard to decide. Whether to go or not.

People : You shouldn't have applied it in the first place if you don't want to study in that field.
Jah : I know. At that time, I'm confused in what course I'd like to further my study in. Yea, I didn't even expect my result to be like that. It's too good for me. Maybe it's true. Everything happens for a good reason. Let say, if you don't get straight As. Then, it's much easier for you to decide in what course you will study. [Dayah yg cakap] :P And for this, I just try it. A bit like lucky draw. But then, last few weeks, when I went thru the net searching the info for my interview, I would say that, health-related courses are fun.

People : It's just an interview. Just go and get the experience.
Jah : Hahahaha. Interview is something scary, you know. My life was in trouble when I was to go for JPA interview. :)) But then, if I go for the interview and should I pass it, I don't think I will further my study in ICT. And, I make double mistakes here. First, applying UTP but refusing to go to Educamp when I've got the chance. Second, I make others that really really want UTP places to study ICT don't get the places. My life will be at stake. Hehe :p

My point is, yes, JPA and PETRONAS takes from the same database of students. But there are people who has both sponsorship offers. My guess is that because the value of both sponsorships are about the same and that's why the person is being offered both.

Besides, how sure are u that u'll get the JPA scholarship? And one more thing, many people even failed to get this educamp and felt rather sad and dejected about it. So, why would you want to let go of this chance if so many people wanted it? If this is the case, you shouldn't have applied.

Then again, it's all up to u. If u still have a good feeling about JPA and don't want to go for the educamp, no one is forcing you. I just feel that it is such a waste that's all.. to have gone all out to secure this interview and now refusing to attend it.

This statement is something irritating. :p It makes me think again and again. But then, for this time around [Sunday morning], I don't think I'll attend the Educamp.

I really want to study in health-related course but for sure it's not medic. :p

I hope I've made a right decision in my life. Hehe.

I won't go to Tronoh. Period!

Faster faster

Assalamualaikum.

Haha. As the title goes, I need not to make any longer post for this week. Busy.

I got called for the JPA interview on this Thursday. Alhamdulillah.

What's next? Search more on the course I've applied and read more about current issues.

However, to be honest, I'm so sleepy to do those things. *sigh*

Berusaha berusaha. :D

Pray for my success.

Wassalam.

Lesen P

Assalamualaikum.

Tarikh : 16 Mac 2009.
Sesi : 10.30 pagi
Nombor giliran : 20

"Nombor 20".

Tu nombor saya. Bismillah. Buka pintu kereta kancil.

"Assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikumussalam. Naik-naik."

Betulkan tempat duduk. Betulkan cermin sisi. Check wiper, signal. Pakai seatbelt, masuk gear 1, turunkan handbrake pastu bagi signal. (tidak berada dalam turutan yang betul sebab agak nervous haha) Kereta pun bergerak.

Lepas tu, sampai depan Konsortium Memandu Sejati Erat, brek ditekan perlahan dan handbrake ditarik. Ye lah, keadaan jalan kat depan tu agak curam. Lepas tu, saya pandang kiri pandang kanan, okey clear. Saya tekan minyak sikit dan angkat clutch perlahan-lahan. Dah agak kereta tu boleh bergerak, saya pun turunkan handbrake. Tapi..... kereta tiba-tiba MATI. Haiyooo... Saya merengus perlahan. Apa la kereta ni. Depan Encik JPJ jugak dia nak mati. Masa nak tarik handbrake balik, baru perasan yang kereta dalam gear 2. Hahaha. Gelaklah dunia. Berhenti dengan gear 2. Lucu... Saya perasan yang Encik JPJ tu tengok sinis. Mesti dia pikir budak ni tak khatam belajar. :p Lepas tukar gear apa semua, dia pun kata kat saya :

"Sekali lagi enjin mati, awak kandas."

Gulp. Angguk. "Okey."

Dalam perjalanan tu, saya baru perasan yang saya lupa nak adjust cermin pandang belakang. Dalam otak ni berkira-kira nak betulkan ke tak. Kalau betulkan, memang terang tang tang saya ni salah. Kalau tak, mungkin dia tak perasan pun tadi saya tak betulkan. Jadi, saya ambik keputusan tak nak betulkan. Natijahnya, saya terpaksa tinggikan badan ni tiap kali nak tengok kereta kat belakang. Hahaha. Letih. Sekerat perjalanan tu, saya pun tanya la :

"Encik, kita nak pergi mana ni?"
"Awak nak pergi mana?"
"Saya ikut encik je."
"Dah tu, jalan je la. Nanti saya bagitau."
"Ye."

Hahaha. Sikap tak sabar amat tak baik. Tengok tengok. Kena sembur free je. :p

Jalan dan jalan. Maka tibalah kami dekat laluan pondok telefon. Kawan-kawan tadi ramai je yang kena pergi pondok telefon. Saya ingat Encik JPJ saya ni pun akan buat gitu jugak. Saya pun slow-kan kereta sebab saya bajet beliau akan cakap :

"Awak bagi signal ke kiri. Kita masuk lorong tu je la."

Tapi tu semua mimpi je. Apa yang beliau kata ialah :

"Kita pergi Taman Tengku Anis."

Aaaaa..dus!

Jalan dan jalan lagi. Masa dekat selekoh, saya tukar gear 3. Aiiii... banyaknya kereta bersusun atas jalan. Yang parking haram tepi jalan tu pun takyah cakap la. Kalau nak pergi Taman Tengku Anis, kena pergi lorong kiri. Tapi, lorong kiri takleh masuk sebab ramai yang parking secara haram. Jadi saya pun masuk lorong kanan. Saya pun beratur dekat lorong kanan dan tekan clutch rapat-rapat moga kereta akan standstill. Tapi, disebabkan jalan agak curam, maka kereta kami menurun secara tiba-tiba. Dan Encik JPJ pun berkata :

"Kereta kita ni makin menurun"

Saya mati kutu. "Dah tu saya nak buat macam mana?" Tanya saya pada stereng.

Dan buat kali kedua, enjin kereta MATI. Kereta berada dalam gear 3 masa ni. Patut la. Haiyoh haiyoh. Saya pun teringat apa yang beliau cakap tadi. "Sekali lagi enjin mati, awak kandas."

Okey. Saya pun tanya la.

"Saya dah kandas lah kan?"
"Takpe-takpe. Start enjin balik."

Jalan dan jalan lagi. Sampai la dekat Taman Tengku Anis. Pusing-pusing dalam taman tu, pastu keluar la dari taman tu. Berhenti dekat pintu pagar. Saya pandang sebelah kanan, clear ! Kereta pun bergerak. Tiba-tiba, saya terhumban ke hadapan (prinsip inersia diaplikasikan). Encik JPJ tu brek mengejut.

Huh?

"Awak nampak kereta tu? Awak nampak dia nak memotong?" Dengan suara naik berapa oktaf tah.

"Tak... saya tak tengok pun.."

Kereta tu datang dari arah kiri. Dan saya tak tengok pun kenderaan yang datang dari arah sana.

"Okey la. Saya bagitau awal-awal. Awak dah kandas."

Hoho. Hati rasa terkilan sungguh.
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Senyap.
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"Awak dapat berapa A SPM hari tu?"
"12."
"Awak ambik 12?"
"A'ah."
"Lepas ni nak pergi mana?"
"Tak tau. Tak mintak apa-apa lagi."
"Tak nak mintak?"
"Nak.. Esok-esok la."
"Sekolah mana?"
"Agama Lati."
"Ambik agama?"
"Sains agama."

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Dan lepas tu, memang saya ikut je apa yang beliau suruh. Tekan minyak ke, suruh jalan ke. Haha.

Maka tibalah kami dekat KMSE.

"Suka dapat 12 A?"
"Suka!" Dengan mata bercahaya. Haha.
"Tapi sedih kan sebab kandas hari ni?"
"Tak pun.." Jawab pada stereng. "Takpe. Lain kali cuba lagi." :)
"Hmm. Sebab awak dapat 12 A.. saya bagi lulus la."
Err??
"Tahniah."
"Sungguh?? Terima kasih encik. Terima kasih sebab tegur saya tadi."
"Takde hal."

Yeayyy!!! Alhamdulillah. Syukur alhamdulillah. Tak terkata terkejut dan terujanya. Lepas turun kereta tu, semua nampak kelam. Kalau jumpa orang yang kenal, senyum je. Kalau dia tanya, angguk. Tak boleh nak berkata-kata. Hahahaha. Syukur pada Allah sebab gerakkan hati Encik JPJ tanya result SPM saya. Hahahah. Orang lain nak adjust JPJ, bagi duit RM 50. Saya bagitau result je. Ceyyy :p

Pics will be uploaded later. :)

Nota tambahan :

Haha. There's a girl said to me, it's not fair that I passed my test using my 12 A. Blame me not la. Not my fault. That Encik JPJ told me so. And I don't know whether , he's just pulling my leg or what. I hope all my painstaking effort to get the car moving on that busy road is paid, enough, fair and square. Haha. By the way, it's up to that Encik JPJ la whether to give me pass or not. It's his job, not mine. I'm grateful for his consideration, from saying 'kandas' to 'lulus'. Ngeehehe :p
Wassalam.
=)